Matthew Perry Opened Up About Why It’s Still So “Painful” For Him To Watch “Friends” Weeks After Admitting His Addiction Left Him “Numb” And “Dead Inside” While Shooting The Finale Reflecting on shooting the Friends finale in 2004, Matthew wrote that he felt “dead inside” and has struggled to watch the show ever since.
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